I know that I’m only 2 days past ovulation at this point, and it’s way too early to be coming to any conclusions, but I’m just not feeling like we were successful this cycle. This may sound strange, but with my last two pregnancies, I just knew. Almost immediately after ovulation, I just had a feeling. But this time, it just isn’t the case. Perhaps I simply don’t want to get my hopes up. Maybe I’m so jaded with this whole pregnancy process that optimism just isn’t something I’m feeling up to. Or, it could be that I’ve gotten pregnant every time I’ve tried (and even once when I wasn’t trying), so I figure that the odds are that at some point, I’ll go through a cycle of TTC without being successful. Don’t they say that the odds of becoming pregnant during a cycle are only 25%?
While with previous pregnancies, I’ve noticed subtle changes in my body during the two-week wait that added to my suspicion of pregnancy, my hormones have been so wacky over the past few months that I don’t even know what normal is anymore. Add in some fertility drugs and some extra hormones, and who knows how I’ll be feeling.
I suppose the only thing to do is to wait and see.